Trying to Keep My Meditation Journal

Sunday, October 20, 2013

I am trying to keep this Meditation journal. It is not easy to keep it but it should be kept by me. I need a journal to keep remembering. I have written diary and journal for almost eleven years. I never want to end the diary and journal. Ok, I am going to tell you what’s on my day:

I, unhappily woke up real late in the afternoon and I missed my morning. It sadden me. I need the better daily routine.

I wish to leave home because of I live in annoyance. I want to finish it but I have to accept stuck it. :( But I need a space to breathe and quiet, so that to let me finish my works. It is so hard for me to find a place to live that I can afford on my own. 

Things to do For Today

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Today I organized spiritually. What did I organize? I cleaned up some stuff and put neatly.

I went to Golden buffet with my family. The food was good and made me get full. But the biscuit was not the best. Well, I enjoyed my dinner.

After buffet, I went to CVS pharmacy for purchasing some saving items. It is not easy to save more money especially economy is still bad. We stay positive.

Watching "Evil" Movie

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Last night, I watched the Swedish movie called “Evil”. It is all about how evil the residential supervisor is! It was a misleading guidance to the school dorm and the residential students were feeling horrified about sadistic beating them up and making fun of them.

Erik Ponti lived with his mother and cold-hearted stepfather in Stockholm. Erik was not appreciated with his sadistic stepfather. And he was not happy with his boarding school.

The Sad News About the Death of My Dear Friend Keke

Friday, September 6, 2013

I’m expressing the sad news about the death of my dear friend, Keke. On Wednesday, September 4, 2013, Keke was found dead in her bed in the morning. The cause of her death is unknown. Some rumour said she was died from oversleep but is actually uncertainty for what cause her death. Her son is taken to her parents’ house for care. Keke was a good friend to me. But shame on me, I left her for avoiding negative obsession about a son of a bitch who stole my €762.20 in 2011. I haven’t talk to her for two years. I felt guilty. I wish that I spend time with her before her death. But is too late now and I can’t take Keke back as reunited friend. So terrible sad to me. I was crying and wailing almost all night and Mother tried to comfort me. She said that I will see Keke again in the new system that Jehovah God promised me if I can do anything He want. I’ll be a decent person for Him.