Wednesday, August 3, 2011
There is a reason why I have to go back to work
because of my congregation need money for gas, printing materials, and other
things. I still not hear from a job. Maybe I have to write a follow up letter
soon. I really need a job to pay off the debts. There is no emotional economy
recovery. This won’t let me to have the cool things because of I cannot afford.
For example, I want to visit to Australia and England. I wish I have the good
money for traveling around the world. The only problem is if I have that money
and want to go to Europe, then who will I go with? But I can join the tour
group as I hope so! I do not want to feel hopeless. I want to be happy and have
a simple life.
Tonight Bond approached me and told me that where
she lives is not her own home. She has to pay the government. Bond has been
living there for twenty years. She does not receive tax earnings yet. That is
why I have to owe her every month. That is suck. Also, Bond told me that she
gave me two months’ rent free. I told her that it is not right for her to force
me to give my brother a thousand dollars. And she said, “Too late.” She does
not want me to live suffer with the home of my brother. If I do not give him
that money, he will separate from me. Oh, Bond. I think she needs a financial
counselor for about her money problem. She lost lot money from her immature
ex-husband and her two brothers. That is sad for her.