Last night I was sleepover to Pattie's home for today special circuit in Plant City. It is easy for Pattie to accept me sleepover her home because of since I have no driver's license. That would be good if I have it, I can leave whatever time I want. As you know, I'm a busy woman. But I allow her and drivers to use my time.
Today special circuit discourse is all about how to safeguard our conscience. I read the Bible explains from the beginning, Adam and Eve disobeyed God. Eventually, they had spread out the sin to humans and then to die. I keep practicing forgive anyone's mistake. That is my best effort. It is not easy to hold against anyone because of my feeling offend me. But I keep trying my best to stay closer to brothers and sisters.
When I got home from assembly hall, I did something to do and I noticed my brother asked me what Mother's phone number. I don't answer him because of that is her decision to not to talk to him. He said, "Jehovah's Witnesses are very mean religion." Later then, he block me from my Instagram. This is the first time my brother block me. I have never have him block me in my life. At first, he did unfollow me when my pictures weren't what he like without block me. But then today he just block me. He said, "You use Instagram which is not right." I have 440 photos and he have 96 on Instagram. My brother want enough, and so he block me. Fine, I don't care about if people like my pictures or not. I like Chris Martin from my favourite band, Coldplay says, "I don't care about if people don't like us, we care about people who like us." Wow, he is strong and have grace. Life is good, it needs to be precious. Suicide is not the answer, what I do is to stay on the caring path. That it is to ignore the people who have no life and always have a drama issue on me. So I keep moving on from the past as the last talk of today special circuit encourages me to gain my strength and get out of the depression site and do something with people. That will make me happy. Tomorrow I need to be back to the flexibility again.
